Original pics here
闇の森の親子４コマ | ミサキアキ [pixiv] http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=42306333
闇の森の親子４コマ ② | ミサキアキ [pixiv] http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=42813619
This started off cute and just got MORE AND MORE ADORABLE I JUST CAN’T.
some say the world will end in fire, some say in ice
All I’ve ever wanted in life, was a full gifset of this conversation.
Like, let’s take a minute to look at Dean here. He throws his biggest insecurity out: ”I prayed to you, Cas! Every night!” Unfortunately we are missing the shot of Dean’s face after Cas says “I know.” So I included it below:
He swallows some kind of emotion back visibly, and immediately withdraws into himself. And he’s angry now. Because he is hurt. So he lashes out. ”What the hell is wrong with you?” And then Cas starts to explain, and Dean keeps this hardened face, protecting himself… Until Cas says “…to keep them away from you.” Until Cas says I love you too. That’s why I ran. And the realization on Dean’s face in the last gif is so freaking powerful. It is exactly what Cas wanted to avoid. Cas kept holding back this entire scene. I can’t hug Dean because then I won’t be able to let him go. I can’t tell Dean I love him because he won’t let me stay. I can’t tell Dean why I ran because he’ll know what it means. That is why we have this pause where Cas stutters and says “to… to keep them away from you.” Because he couldn’t let Dean know his feelings, but he couldn’t hurt Dean more.
And he was right. Because you can see it in Dean’s face in the last gif. You can practically hear Dean’s thoughts screaming “I’ll never let him go again.”
Purgatory and End!verse both just fucking kill me dead.
Perfect post is perfect.
For the love of god, just kiss each other already